I used to hate sleeping next to someone. I could never get comfortable, even though I wanted to so badly. I couldn’t relax, and just nod off. Sometimes I would be tossing and turning, sometimes their arms were right under my neck, or my ribs. I would be constantly aware of them trying to sleep or be comfortable with me.
You are so different. I find myself out like a light with you. In the moments that I stir awake and feel your arm around me, I smile, I pull you closer. And waking up to you feels like absolute heaven.